peachy 🍑 i miss my dog, tails
23 | ffxiv liker, wolcred enjoyer, gposer, mostly competent modder, certified sillayyyyyy
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- if i had been conceived about ~100 server ticks earlier than i was in the current timeline, i would've had the same modding autism but it would've been about, like, mugen
- i'm pretty sure alternate universe fighting game enjoyer peachy would either be twice as stable or five times as unstable as current universe peachy
- was thinking last night abt ryne staying eternally pissed at 9th (azem shard) for trying to kill katsu and i realized it would be the best thing ever if she picked up katsu's habit of just spitting at the feet of people that make her really angry instead of using insults. please
- idk if i've mentioned it here before but that is a thing katsu does. ryne saw him do it once to emet at mt gulg while he was light poisoned and even though that was by all accounts a very traumatizing moment for her, i think she also subconsciously thought it was like the coolest shit ever
- i think they both have trouble with like. big emotions. and verbalizing those big emotions. katsu bc of his autism and ryne bc of past trauma re: self-expression. so anything that lets them very clearly get across feelings without needing to actually put them into words is valuable to them. hough
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View full threadis spitting at people the BEST way for her to do this. well maybe not. but it's certainly better than the waters classic aka saying nothing and letting resentment bubble up internally until it bursts out at the most inopportune moment and hurts other people. amirite 👍
- sometimes i feel a little bad that i mostly only write posts about my guys & like 2 or 3 other canon characters but then i realized a.) how am i gonna write things about characters who simply do not spur me on like others do b.) *why* would i do that, and c.) i make my posts for me, not for fandom
- it's not that i actively dislike other characters or that i think they're poorly written or anything. that's not why i don't write about them. it's just my weird brain chemistry that makes me bonkers about like four guys total and fairly lukewarm (not negative) about everyone else. idgi either dude
- my RSD kicks my ass in fandom community sometimes bc seeing ppl talk about how they want to see more of this or that sorta gets to me a bit. i start feeling like me not posting the sort of things that other people like means i'm "doing it wrong." but my yapping isn't an obligation, it's just for fun
- bitches be like "im tired of modding i need to gpose" and then start a new 10 hour modding project (im bitches)
- "oh but i want to make the mod first so that i can use it in the gpose" YOU ARE NOT GOING TO WANT TO GPOSE AFTER YOU SPEND TEN HOURS MODDING. PUT DOWN THE TEXTOOLS. JUST DO THE GPOSE
- are u trying to piss me off
- aggressiveley merges you by distance
- nvm that was literally my fault i forgot how to extrude for a second. i promise i know how to use blender
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View full threadin entirely unrelated news last week my therapist asked me if i've ever considered getting tested for neurodivergency. lol
- i love my waters family and i wish only the best for them. however i do also think that once ryne gets a lil older and has time to think and talk about everything that happens. when they finally reunite in my verse, she should get to chew cred out big time before they share any sort of familiarity
- i think katsu encourages it even. she's like "man i don't know how i'll feel when i see him again" and katsu's like "honestly you should just tell him. holding in the feelings won't do you any good. i think he'll probably be understanding but rest assured i'll back you up if he's not. promise"
- and i do think cred is understanding about it. maybe responds with self-flagellation which she ALSO calls out bc it feels like deflection. the convo is basically "i've thought a lot about our past and i want you to know that i don't hate you but i refuse to take any shit like that from you again"
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View full threadto be clear it's not "she's making sure he knows all the dumb shit he did," bc he doesn't need to be told that, especially not by her. he knows he fucked up. it's more of "she's been sitting on these complicated feelings all these years and she just wants a chance to finally air them out fully"
- okay.
- you gotta read the next post homie i don't want to be a man i want to be a reptile
- last night i was thinking abt gender shit and realized that my ideal presentation is like, not androgynous in the way that someone might look both masculine and feminine, but in the way an animal with no sexual dimorphism in their species is "genderless". sadly this is probably impossible for me
- unfortunately humans have a lot of traits like breasts, facial hair, etc where the actual dichotomy of having or not having the trait is directly linked to traditional gender perception so you automatically get gendered regardless of whether you have them or not. so frankly i need to become a snake
