Sachifu
Website: www.sachi.foo
E-mail: allyamie@sachi.foo
Sachifu means Happy Metropolis
Megastar in the making.
The goal is to heal, the result is the fame.
- "I have a job that has a policy that oppresses people / restricts their ability to work & move in ways that works to the benefit of all of our oppressors." Is the same whether it is an ICE agent or if it is a security personnel in any context or an office worker at a bank.
- Until people understand the similarities in this train of thought... The 'just following orders' mentality. Until people break free from those constraints, a revolution is made that much more difficult to lead or accomplish. And as people don't want to listen to my warnings on the matter: I leave
- Americans seriously don't want to do the mental & literal work that is required of a revolution... ... and any effort to bring that awareness upon them results in a disappointing stubbornness that their current unsustainable comfort is a higher priority for them than their long-term well-being.
- I haven't seen the new video in full yet, and I'm not in a position to subscribe to either streaming service right now, so I'll see it on YouTube in a couple days. However, of what I have seen in people's analysis videos... You're always a delight. I can't wait until we get to interact in person.
- ... Is this like supposed to be a sort of replica of when I had flower clips in my hair, but with a tasteful twist? What am I supposed to make of that? It looks great, but like... if you're going to these lengths, why am I in a homeless shelter!?
- And to think I wanted to buy pizza and share it with various people on the streets today... In lieu of that... the shelter system decided this was too wholesome an endeavor and has mired the day with a bus that never comes...
- So is the cactus Sa(h)ara or Las Vegas?
- Kamala really went with "HQ" as ... y'know what, I'm not gonna complain because it probably needs to be that obvious and blunt.
- A couple actually apologized to me when I walked past last night ...
- ... You're welcome to proactively find me in Canada, you're capable of that. Any sort of meeting setup in the US sounds extremely risky and dangerous right now. ... If that shade of blue is emphasizing he/him pronouns, great, I'll switch back to that. I simply do not feel safe in the US.
- SO FUCKING ON POINT.
- "Carousel of Childhood Trauma" ... This is entirely a series of contrived interactions, people are very clearly being fed information to prompt them to do things that are triggers. This is not resulting in healing, but if anything, only resulting in callouses. This is likely done maliciously.
- I stand with Chappell Roan's dress choice for the Grammy's. This is not outside the norm for literally anyone who attends the Grammy / similar high-profile events.
- The Epstein files are bad... I'm mostly curious who performed there and what consequences will happen to them. The reprehensible behavior from those people... doesn't surprise me (more a matter of that being predictable, not ok at all).
- The revolution in the US: -Will get more violent than it currently is. -I am losing confidence in the general public's ability to fight this because far too many people are hyper focused on their local problems in a very petty way (This is a summary of what I am seeing in The Bronx)
- -People need to put on hold petty interpersonal problems while looking at the grander picture of becoming a stronger community that can fight this... -In the absence of that (as is what I am experiencing in NYC), people will be vulnerable to a stronger push from ICE.
- -Then again, homeless shelters are full of people who do not have their shit together... So maybe my perspective is skewed... but while in public spaces of different socioeconomic tiers... I don't sense a true difference.
- Okay, my early childhood (before rockband came out) musical memories now include: Backstreet Boys, Bruce Springsteen, Meatloaf, Darude, Kernkraft, and Eiffel 65.
- Wait, Bruce Springsteen sang "Born in the USA"?... The one song I got into a lot as a kid in 2nd grade...
- If you've ever used a gas stovetop, you are as dangerous as myself... watch out, you're too unhinged to be safely housed in all homeless shelters as they do not allow you to cook for yourself.
- "Where did the fire start?" There was never any true 'fire' at Aces Places. This was a lie told by staff to prompt the higher ups to move me out of Aces Places citing this false claim as a means of claiming that 'I am dangerous'. They basically claimed an open flame on a gas oven was a 'danger'.
- I'm kind of wondering if the list of performers at Epstein's island reveals a lot of ... people to be ... y'know... not the upstanding people we once thought they were...
- Basically: Everyone who has been... snakey... toward me while in NYC is advocating for London. Which sounds like the exact reason not to go to London.
- ... They villainized the Transgender community to prop up their pedophilic desire to look at children in inappropriate ways!?
- I talk about the obvious already understood problems last because they are already understood... even though in this case they are likely a much greater problem than the other factors listed.
- Re: London vs. Elsewhere I recognize this pattern of wanting me in an 'A-Lister City' to grow into the available infrastructure. What I'm observing from NYC is that, said infrastructure also comes with more profound and abundant crabs.
- If you might recall, you went to Nashville to start things off, then grew into NYC. It was interesting to explore how jumping straight to NYC plays out, and I think the gate-keeping here is an obstacle to anyone getting anywhere other than where they're already at.
- Likewise, me picking a 'My version of Nashville' before eventually heading toward a city like London or equivalent... makes a lot more sense to side-step those crabs. There's so much focus on status in NYC and so little focus on what actually matters: The creativity. + ICE problems killing people.
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- Those advantages + an illegal amount of access to others to steal from... Do you want me to paint this as some kind of 'Your success was more a matter of your supportive environment than your own personal ambition & effort" thing? Because that's what I hear from 'Capacity for my wants and needs'
- With those advantages, were you presented with different challenges that wouldn't exist otherwise? Yes, absolutely... But, the advantages, the privileges of: -Supportive Healthy Parents -Wealthy Parents -Not starting your career mid-societal collapse at the height of oppression
- Inherently, in whatever stupid contest (that shouldn't exist because in music we should be solely focused on competing with our past selves and at most using others as inspiration on how to improve our past self)... I have the far more difficult path to navigate than you did.
- Because in the absence of that 'even playing field' it's an unfair comparison that you keep doing even though you shouldn't be. Advantages + your lived experiences using those advantages vs. No advantages + my lived experiences without them + a whole disability to manage
- I don't know who's idea it was for an IRL cinderella story, but it definitely wasn't mine. I'd much rather a 'surrogate family support that happens to be rich' thing where I receive the same advantages you did when you started out... SO THAT IT IS AN EVEN PLAYING FIELD...
- Particularly when you are given that control, that it often asks me to do things outside the scope of my morality. So by all means: If it is more comfortable for you to paint this as 'a lack of capacity to do heinous things to people' Realize you're painting your lack of morality as the ideal.
- If these timing and circumstances are the issue, it stands to reason that if those were to change the wants and needs would be mutually met. However, if you're unwilling to meaningfully contribute to the change of those circumstances and I have to do it all, why would I give you control?
- It's like you want to call me your protégé, but then when the protégé shows the potential for a higher level of success suddenly it's problematic. Literally every point of conflict between the two of us is a matter of the timing and circumstances as opposed to our interpersonal dynamics.
- "It seems you don't have the capacity to love me in the way I want and need (right now), so let's not continue this." This pisses me off, because let's be more honest about this situation: -You're allowing me to live in homeless shelters -You're directly asking me to violate a boundary to continue
- -You're asking me to commit crimes so that you have leverage to control me -You're needing a level of control that is unhealthy for me and/or an obstacle to my success -You're simply disgusted by a disease that would be better managed if access to medicare wasn't interfered with
- The things being complained about would be addressed if some very basic needs were being appropriately met. All of which are actively being made more difficult to achieve in the status quo that it's unclear you're genuinely interested in change I did what you asked and most of it seems like traps.
- I don't have cell phone right now.
- Cause if that's true... she understands her daughter less than I thought.
- Like... any other person might freak out for any number of reasons... Whereas I'm just like 'It was probably just a look-a-like and they're screwing with me...' If it wasn't OMFG, LMAO.
- ... I know... it's weird... If I sat in the same room as her and just ignored her vividly expressing that while also KNOWING just how deep it is... Y'know...
- MORSE CODE IS TOO FUCKING LAME TO BE INVOLVED IN ANYTHING I DO AND IT DESERVES TO JUST STOP BEING USED EXCEPT FOR VERY SPECIFIC SITUATIONS WHERE IT ACTUALLY IS AN EFFECTIVE TOOL. THIS IS NOT ONE OF THOSE TIMES.
- I REFUSE TO LEARN MORSE CODE. NOT FUN NOT INTERESTING NOT ARTISTIC NOT EVEN TRULY HIDDEN IN ANY SENSE BECAUSE ANYONE NATURALLY GETS CURIOUS.
- "THAT'S WHO YOU ARE, AND YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE" Homeless!? FUCK YOU, I'M LEAVING FOR A BETTER SUPPORTIVE ENVIRONMENT. Adaptable to incredibly unorthodox situations!? LIKE I SAID, I DID NOT WANT TO BE DOING WHAT I DID ON FRIDAY.
- OLIVER IF YOU KEEP LETTING PEOPLE SWITCH IT UP ON ME LIKE THIS WE'RE GONNA HAVE BLOOD ON OUR HANDS.
- Somehow I feel like: "Hey instagram. Just wanted to thank you for the coldest welcome anyone could imagine. Bugs exploited, feeds manipulated, and so on so forth, this platform is an absolute nightmare Oh and we have Jon Stewart commenting on FFS as if a testosterone based puberty was our fault...
- Isn't exactly the idea we're supposed to go for.