- telling myself i will use my imminent unemployment to really get ahead of my papers I have to write and proposals for more papers and maybe actually write for my substack. as if I won't in fact so something crazy like watch all 481 episodes of NCIS or whateverMar 19, 2025 12:17
- i need to treat it like a job. like ernie goes to work and I go to the desk (or the library) and lock the fuck in. will I? or will I just go to the cinema at 12pm
