"I get it.
Most of my life, I eh... Made money off of sex, so I suppose I'm sort of desensitized to it. Romance never really found me, as much as I looked for it, so I sort of gave up on that too."
This was Bernard's roundabout way of saying it's alright to be so casual about this. It wasn't -
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I really get bored. So, I need a way to entertain myself other than booze. And I don't do drugs, they are nasty.
It seemed hard for him to focus on a single topic. He is not good with people, and probably will never be.
Feb 6, 2026 03:15- that he didn't enjoy sex, obviously. It's just that after so many people he had been in bed with, it got repetitive. So many of the same positions, same 'customers', same secrets, and so many unappealing people. To Bernard, anyways.
"I'm glad you're keeping away from drugs and whatnot. It's a -
- slippery slope, and it um.
It leaves its marks."
He subconsciously scratched at his left arm a bit before hugging himself subtly. It wasn't the most pleasing subject to talk about, but honestly, he was just glad he could have a not-so awkward conversation with his very... Unapproachable -
- colleague.
