The great thing about at least the depression/psychoses I've been dealing with is that usually the very next day I'm like "ah that was silly wasn't it? why WOULDN'T I be able to bear the burden of the crushing void trying to consume my world? I've been doing it happily for over thirty years now"
Nov 13, 2025 01:18I wouldn't say I'm necessarily happy all out of sudden but it sure does feel like I just had a lapse in "it is what it is", a momentary shortage of "fuck it, we ball" and now all that is back in business and I can keep on truckin