sobs. staring at my server . i made it so pretty but its so empty . i am the only one in there . but im also scared to invite people . ouh ouhhh. me when the voices tell me to make a pretty oc rp server but then also tell me to never invite anyone.

the compulsion to do things that require other people and then also never ever share them to the public to GET those people. what the he'll . the heat is getting to me its making me go fucking ham