I wish I had the words to describe how isolating it is to feel as if I can't express how im feeling out loud
The suffocating anxiety of being judged is too much for me to handle and I always feel like im the butt end of a joke
Every little thing I do, or post feels up to scrutiny
Maybe thats just part of posting online and having followers
But im sensitive and I care a lot about what other people think about me
And I dont think thats a weakness either
Dec 6, 2025 13:51Maybe I should grow some thicker skin and care less about what others think, I really dont have an answer
Im just tired, and I miss my dog, and talking to my friends
I feel as if I've lost a lot of what was important to me in pursuit of other things and keeping up a mask...
I should iterate that the part about caring what others think primarily extends to those that are close to me
Some comments on my art and stuff gets to me, but that's not what's been dragging me down and having me feeling like this
