hi i've decided i'm going to deactivate this account. i just want to specify that i'm not upset with anybody and i just want everybody to get along and be patient and understanding with each other in the future
i love all of my mooties and please stay safe and take care of yourselves 💗
im sorry for existing
i'll just come out and say it actually. as a system, i no longer feel safe here and i might just deactivate because unfortunately i cant just undiagnose myself so.. i'll give it until the end of the day then decide what i want to do
just carrying around this stupid plate of pb corncakes wanting to eat it but i think if i do i'll throw up
what if i just extended it to 24h
i might leave edsky i dont really feel safe here anymore
im dissociatibf so badlt im me im just me i am not list list list
i just worry that i'll be next
might manage an 18h fast unintentionally lol
i dont think i like it here anymore
i deserved it anyway
i keep having flashbacks and had such a horrible panic attack and i wanted to make my comfort food but i feel to sick to even eat it and i cant stop crying and i think people are mad at me and im scared and i dont know what to do and i want to stop crying
oh no
checking my weight this morning
i just want to make sure that people know this since ive seen stuff on the tl but as a system this is my only account on this side of bsky! other alters have bsky accts but they stay on their own subskies and dont interact w edsky
i feel so awful this morning
im so nervous to check mt weight tomorrow aaaaa
i feel like im not bad enough for anybody to actually care about me or even remember that i exist
i need to start sleeping earlier...
275c today WE ARE SO BACK
hallo
me when i get you
god im such a good writer im like better than shakespeare actually shakespeare is a HACK
i have never made an impulsive decision in my life don't let them fool you
so april has been bad for everyone huh?
i have 12 documents open on my computer and i will now write 250 words for each of them
i am shaking so bad oml i have no idea why its like every cell in my body is vibrating lol
ive been RESTRICTED i cannot buy a mouse + keyboard </333 i guess i'll just live a non-aesthetic online life
bingo bongo
does anybody have any cute mouse and keyboard recommendations
depression is OVER and i am NO LONGER RAVENOUS
