i need to do like, a full reset on my creative process. ive barely done any work for personal art, my commitments to others, or schoolwork in months. im incredibly behind both in class and in obligations to others
apologies to everyone ive flaked on as of late regarding comms or in general
i wanna be optimistic about myself and my ability to interact healthily and be productive but genuinely i'm now at a point where i start trembling when i receive DMs from some people or i start sobbing in class when i fall below expectations, its awful
i want to full reset, i want to throw out everything in my room and throw out all of my belongings and all of my art and all of my work and just start over as a person and figure out how to rediscover my confidence and my control
Feb 5, 2026 00:10