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- when i finally find adhd meds that work and replay pandaemonium
- ok bsky never wants me to post the way it uploads my art in the worst quality ever like ok i get it
- dropped my muscle relaxers bc i drop things a lot often bc of my wrists and lost two of them... im hoping it'll be like last time where ill only need like 3 or 4 of them and not the full course bc im really going to crash out otherwise
- coding actualyl scares me a little like im so reluctant to start figuring out this gallery using iframes im imagining but what choice do i have i hate settling on something easier
- honestly rereading the things i wrote in 2024/2025 like my thoughts/ffxiv rants/fic its interesting 2 see where i became a lot better at using words and expressing ideas.... the latter is still very hard for me but its kind ofcrazy how reading actually makes you smarter
- i could figure out using a static site generator for my website like a kind tumblr user suggested but atm im relying on the fact that my updates are infrequent enough 2 make doing them manually not too much of an issue
- my friend's neighbour got kidnapped by ICE, please donate if you can www.gofundme.com/f/nxq47s-sup...
- wip hell 🙁
- thought about meteion for 2 sec and started rewriting endwalker in my mind
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- slightly incorrect anatomy is part of my style but when i do comms i get nervous about it and they end up looking stiff sometimes 🤦♀️ i need 2 not worry
- this is just a reminder 2 myself that when i get to sub to ff again i should run the vault for the unicolt
- omg lrt is one of my fav drawings its nice to find it on here
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- the metal motif songs so like metal brute justice mode, exponential entropy, out of time, locus etc all make me feel like my world is ending
- hic svnt leones is on my josei girl playlist
- i need 2 stop reading fic that makes me genuinely distressed
- my 2026 resolution is to draw the perfect tokidoki renditions of jaywon
- the names of a few of my ocs are spoilers for their story but a while back i realised i was uploading images of one of them to patreon w his name in the filename and had to change it jic 😵💫
- ok this is hard for me to say but i suddenly had to miss work today bc i was having some kind of anxiety attack (??) and was recommended to go to the er. i'm okay thankfully but this on top of a lot of other financial issues that suddenly came up this month (i dont want to overshare)
- my ipod plays 🥲 its a shame that ill never know how much ive listened to loser lover but i assume its my most listened 2 song of all time.. also noises was my most played song on spotify b4 i started boycotting halfway thru the yr and then got into enhypen
- jungwon jaywon jungwon #enhypen
- god i have so many tabs open i have a tab open w the word "rime" bc i learned it recently and dont want to forget it
- maybe not a lolita but what i think of as a josei gal.......
- my website is literally only a pink background with black serif text but it gives me the feeling of a 2000s casual lolitas makeup table and if it starts 2 lose that feeling at all i undo the changes
- i finally figured out my diary page on my site.. very productive hrs spent moving the sidebar around
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