Hate my deadname so much, its so fuckin old fashioned and proper and rare and "perfect happiness in paradise" BLEH
Noone ever uses the full name too so when I hear it its like a pit of dread in my tummy.
I wish some people in my life who knew me before my name change wouldn't say my deadname anytime I mention not liking it, it feels so nasty and honestly like a betrayal of trust
Like, that isn't me, let her die. Im begging, she deserves rest. Respect the version of me thats living right now. Please
Feb 5, 2026 21:14