I’m fucking miserable, y’all. I don’t know what I want to do with my life. Everything feels pointless and everything I’ve done as any sort of career or job has ended in failure. I don’t have an objective point of view on what I’m even good at, or what I should try next. Or if I should even bother.
I’ve been sitting here spinning my wheels for years and I don’t know how to stop. I don’t know how to find a passion for anything anymore or how to hold on to it. Or how to even *remember* it with my memory as shit as it is.
I just wish I knew what to do. I don’t like feeling so fucking useless. And I don’t expect anyone else to know, either; really. I’m just venting here so my poor beleaguered partner doesn’t have to deal with another night of me crying and feeling sorry for myself.
We love in a society that actively tries to break the spirit of anyone who isn't super wealthy so that we will be good little drones, and you also have your own brain fighting you, so vent away, boo! I don't have any advice, unfortunately, but I have the same problems on and off and I send lots of ❤️
Nov 5, 2025 14:35Dear god, LIVE in a society, not love =_=;; And I even proofread (I had to, since I went over the word count limit lol)
