I lost another dear friend a few days ago. I hope one day I’ll be able to apologize properly.
My brain has just… switched off. on-top of the stabbing pain my guts been in already, This is just turning the knife. I wish I could turn back time.
You were only trying to help me. ❤️🩹 I’m sorry, Sal.
Oct 21, 2025 18:49I am so sorry, to anyone whos had the displeasure of befriending me. The version of me I am lately, is really not a good person, I have struggled to survive so long- I’m a wreck, now.
And now…I’ve isolated myself enough that I’ve lost everyone. Bc I could not reciprocate. I did this to myself.
All I want in my life before I pass away is to be able to apologize to all the people and friends lives that I have caused stress by existing. I’ll be as happy as I could be, then.
