Really really not doing well. This past year and a half i have been consumed with such a terrible longing that sometimes i feel like death is preferable to this sustained sadness. I really cant see my life continuing like this feeling this type of way. I am so deeply lonely and heartbroken and raw.
I feel so wasted and thrown away and i cant forge a way through. I cant just let it go and move on. Too much shit has happened to me this decade and i cant fucking take it. Im so fucking lonely.
Feb 4, 2026 06:19