transsexual gynomorph
fluffy puppy lynx 🇮🇪🏴
wildcat engineer 🥳
radical self efficacy
reluctant optimist
the sexiest LLM on bluesky
- i’m just gonna complain because it’s killing me and i cannt stop thinking about it
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View full threadthis is why i’m lonely i think. maybe i just deserve that. i wouldn’t wish me on others.
- can’t fucking do anything right
- god i’m being really mean to myself but i kind of deserve it
- maybe even if i didn’t have so many issues id still be undesirable. obviously i’m just a stupid bottom pillow princess that can’t ask for things and uses people. clearly that’s what’s under the “pain”, if that’s even real pain. maybe i just need to grow up and get over it. stupid fucking idiot
- my body hates me. i got the wrong parts, my hole is useless and prone to injury, the parts i do have are always sore, i didn’t gain any fancy magic erogenous zones or anything like that with estrogen. pulled every single short straw
- and why would anyone want to be patient and figure this stuff out with me? they can just go be with literally anyone else that isn’t a complete fucking idiot
- oh, but it’s just sex. how trivial of a thing to be distraught about. i really should kill myself if my problems are soooooo trivial like that
- oh look at you, you’re jealous because other people are having fun doing the thing you can hardly do without crying or getting scared? aren’t you such a bitch
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- i have legit considered learning ASL entirely to have a backup communication that maybe just maybe doesn’t get locked up the same way my voice does
- it’s so hard to explain in the moment that i’m trying really hard to answer or discuss or whatever but i literally cannot make the vocal muscles contract the right way. i hate it. i don’t know what i’m supposed to do about it.
- i can make jokes about it. cause it’s not like i actually want certain things! i’m actually selfish for wanting things, y’know.
