I have had pretty rough years, but 2025 has been it. As we are approaching the end of it, I want to share my gratitude for another year of learning and the many beautiful communities that surround me. I want to acknowledge what a good teacher this year has been.
Dec 6, 2025 03:13I woke up each day thinking if I would lose another citizenship. I kept waking up with tremors. Then, one day I woke up and heard that my father was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease. A month later, I was diagnosed with the early onset of Parkinson's.
I thought it was the stress, too much coffee, or simply grief. It was not. I learned so much about myself during this process. There were days that I felt like I had to drop everything in my life, but I slowly made my peace with it. I learned to welcome bad days as I welcome good days.
I'm practicing to be more flexible. My tremors taught me the value of stillness. They also taught me the value of feeling them. I acknowledge that between the stillness and tremors, life happens.
We all go through a very rough year and I hope that you will take a second to appreciate the beauty that still surrounds us. So, as we say goodbye to 2025, I want to say thank you to all the beauty that is in this universe, and most importantly, the beauty of resistance.