💥 [ ALT - DNI ]
private alt, do not interact unless invited. do not address me by my main account or by the name you know me as.
interact without invitation = block.
posts are usually untagged.
will include venting, yapping, etc.
not leak/spoiler free.
- people with good ni are so scary (not really) wbecause why do you understand me so much
- just stop talking
- like i literally can never stop taljing just SHUT UP 😭
- how do i get nyself to stop talking so fucking much its humiliating
- someokne pointed out soemthing and he4doomf and i are just looking at each ofher like this in realization
- feeling so exposed over the past week
- i feel like a aweak ans vilnerable animal after switching and it makes me so evil
- idont feel like me bruh
- i do genuinely feel kinda bad for h3admates since some of them really do want to socialize but people in general act like this around 4lters so they have to pretend to be me if they want to be friendly
- just kind of upset like in general
- whatever. i'll just work on some bullshit
- i'm so dissociated and its so dizzy and overwhelming
- getting read to filth by the ni friend How do they do it
- blu3sky has been triggering like the filth the filth the filth the contamination dirt the 0cd thoughts
- why were people on main being braindead yesterday and saying h/sr was made with ai. i think that was the final nail in the coffin because stupid people online make me want to kill myself
- IM SOOO HAPPY
- torturing my friend with h/nk and i'm like really overjoyed watching their reactions
- i lowkey kinda feel bad even though im not like a social media guy but joining blu3sky was previous host's idea to begin with and i just picked up where he left off
- i know im quitting main but ill probably just move onto here for miscellaneous thoughts
- my mother going through withdrawals (that she got from stealing MY medication) from refusing to take ANY medication because "she doesn't need it" and deciding to take her frustrations out on Me. i can't help but laugh (this is a common occurrence)
- i literallt fucking feel like the k4nade side of rhe k4nade m4fuyu thing right niw
- maybe it's a good thing i have high degrees of sentimentality and attachments to things because i know that if i had nothing to lose, i would genuinely be an incredibly dangerous and destructive person
- if it weren't for my father i would be in prison or dead by now and that's all i'll say on the matter
- i wish i had an actual mother who acted like one instead of some bitchy roommate that tries to kill me
- i should tidy up my room more because i'm not really allowed to leave it so i might as well make it look nice
- i know what i have to do. and i'm going to do it
- suddenly realizing i know what i'm going to do with my life on a random monday at 6am
- fear
- resolved...???????????????????
- embarrassed
- i feel funny
- i haven't been able to cry like truly in a while but i'm trying to reconnect with prev host's friend groyp and i'm thinking i'm liking it and i found out something and i feel and he feels resllt reallt really really really really reallt really really reallly reeeeaaallly really really
- and historicallt i have always been able to see things that others miss and it seriously drives me crazy because its like no one gets it but me
- lowkey i do think all catty and highschool mean girl cliquey behavior should be killed off expeditiously