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- Hiii #edsky #caterpillarsky… I know I was gone :((( I’m actually trying recovery for the very first time in a long time. I can’t waste my years wanting to be perfect knowing my Ed will never be satisfied. I’d rather eat good food with my friends and eat ice cream watching a movie. <3
- Seeing my February gw being the same as last year makes me want to end it. Why did I gain back all this weight… #edsky #caterpillarsky
- My body as a silent scream they can't hear. #edsky #caterpillarsky
- Looove fasting <3 (day 3) #edsky #caterpillarsky
- Not proud but i was eating with my friends and it was so fun 🥲. Fasting for 48hours now tho. #edsky #caterpillarsky
- 500 cals today ! Not eating till tomorrow night cause I’m eating w my friends <3 #edsky #caterpillarsky
- 200 cals ! #edsky #caterpillarsky Love volume eating
- Anyways here’s my February tracker !! #edsky #caterpillarsky
- Going to pilates with just a soup in my stomach. Hopefully I won’t faint 🥲 #edsky #caterpillarsky
- 44hours fast completed, lost one kg ! #edsky #caterpillarsky
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- Broke my fast cause I was so weak but 40hours fast completed !! Next step is 42hours fast #edsky #caterpillarsky
- Guess he’ll see me in the hospital when I’ll be so sick he’ll regret
- My bf just made me so fcking mad and didn’t even apologized and went to sleep knowing I am so angry. I’m starving and I’m angry and I hate everyone.
- Green tea and journaling to distract myself during my 48 hours fast <3 #edsky #caterpillarsky
- Trying to drink more since I’m LOCKING IN and fasting a lot more. Havin 2L per day is so hard I only had 1L today water weight is killing me 😩 #edsky #caterpillarsky
- So disordered I like the feeling of being about to faint bc of starvation #edsky #caterpillarsky
- My legs were tiny… #edsky #caterpillarsky
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- Yay 🏃♀️ #edsky #caterpillarsky
- Telling my grandma I’m going to eat out with friends to skip lunch and go walking instead #thisedisdrivingmecrazy #edsky #caterpillarsky
- Don’t mind me just going through my bodychecks and missing it #edsky #caterpillarsky
- The way I’m maintaining is embarrassing #edsky #caterpillarsky
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- I hate not having Ana face it makes me feel like I’m faking my Ed 😋 #edsky #caterpillarsky
- BMI 15 I need you please #edtwt #caterpillarsky
- I feel so fat #edtwt #caterpillarsky
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- Give me my body back 💔 #edsky #caterpillarsky
- Unpinning when I’m FINALLY 44kg yay
- I feel so unvalid in my Ed :( like I’m just bmi 17… I’m not even looking underweight. Not fishing for compliments I just need to vent #edsky #caterpillarsky
- Just lost 2kg in 1 week. It was probably water weight from Christmas tho #edsky #caterpillarsky
- 800 cals today and I ate at the restaurant tonight !! We ate sushi after our final it was so fun #edsky #caterpillarsky
- 1000cals today but im on my period and I had exams so I guess it’s not that bad… #edsky #caterpillarsky
- I just need to be 40kg so bad please please please #edsky #caterpillarsky
- 450 cals today #edsky #caterpillarsky !! I have exams tomorrow I’m anxious 🙁
- Hello #edsky !!!! Just got back home and weighed myself !! Turns out I didn’t gained as much as I thought !! I still gained but… a win is a win ig ?
