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⤷ 18+ | DID Sys
⤷ Bipolar 2
⤷ Venting/NSFW Warning
˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚don’t let this darkness fool you ♡
- i. might have lupus. i’ve been largely ia on main bc of it. it was a fucking shock to hear, “you most likely have lupus” i feel like i was punched in the gut. i know i’ve probably been living with seeing as my little sister has it but that doesn’t make it any easier to learn that its what’s been
- oh. my thigh is bleeding at WORK. ma’am i do not have time for you. please fucking stop. i am sorry you look like a cutting board but COOPERATE
- i’m gonna jump off a clifffffff
- i matter. i matter. i matter. i matter. people care about me. i matter.
- yk. i don’t think pus is supposed to come of my wound like that but fuck it we ball. if it doesn’t clear up before my next day off i guess ill have to go to urgent care but like explaining to them it was rusty is finna be embarrassing bc i know better
- i should be used to it bc i fuck everything and anything up but losing friends always hurts sm
- ouch
- me on main: happy and giggly, playing games me on alt: relapsed after 8 years, therapist isn’t listening, needs a second job, has to drop out of school, fighting w partner and overall not doing great
- oh maybe that’s cause i might need stitches erm
- dang that hurts more than i remember
- learning you’re not even good enough for your partner is honest to god the most painful fucking thing ever
- over this thing they call living.
- learning that my job does not actually change the sauce bottles and just relabels the sauces genuinely made me almost puke. WDYM YOY DONT CHANGE THE GOTTLE WHEN IT EXPIRES
- brooo yall ain’t ready for me in 2026, bitch mode is comjgn out cause i’m tired of people walking all over me and my friends like they ain’t shit
- also i forgot my login and only figured it out earlier lmao 💀
- this is about to turn into me crashing out over work and nothing else cause WTFFFF
- chat i almsot quit my job today
- i’m gonna throw up
- hHhhhhhhhh. this is so bad
- ⊹₊ ⋆ (pinned!) .°˖✧ - 18+ - non alt oomfs dni - will block freely - posts are never ab alt oomfies riversiin.straw.page
- man i have no fucking clue what we were doing in stardew - 🍀
- she’s literally the reason why if someone is cleaning i have to get up and help them even if it’s not my house. my entire life if someone was cleaning i had to be too, if i have more than two hours of downtime before 7pm ive done something wrong. i’m supposed to clean and cook all day.
- GOD ALL YOU FUCKING DO IS BITCH MOAN AND GROAN. YOU DONT LEAVE YOUR BED, YOURE DICTATING US LIKE WERE DUMB. YOU YELLED AT ME FOR DOING OTHER CLEANING AND NIT HELPING YOU AND NOW YOURE YELLING ST ME FOR DOING NOTHING?
- … taking MY xbox is crazy work!!!!
- kinda weird the world doesn’t stop everytime i have a fucking breakdown. like i just gotta get up and go on like i didn’t just sob for 2 hours
- sobbing my fucking eyeballs out but it’s okay!!!
- oh lord give me strength not to yell at her…..
- girl. “you’re required to help”. BITCHH? don’t test me today. i’m in a bad goddamn mood. like i love you and i appreciate you raised me but your not my mom, stop acting it like it. especially since im a GROWN ADULT now. the only mom i need is my actual one thank you 🩷
- girl. why am i reorganizing your room for you. ig you’re too old to do it, it can stay how it was the fuck? not to mention you’re being mad rude today
- why are people always so shocked to learn i’m autistic… is it not obvious… i feel like it’s obvious 😭
- I GOT BACK INTO ALT YIPPIE
- why are you screaming at me like it’s my fault the wifi’s out?? I DIDNT SEND THE GODDAMN TORNADO THROUGH THE AREA BITCH. STOP TAKING EVERYTHING OUT ON ME JESUS CHRIST
- parents piss me off. my mom screamed my name randomly and scared the living shit out of me and then yelled at me for having an attitude. idk maybe don’t scare the fuck out of me???
- she never fucking says please or thank you or sorry. it’s just “get this” “get that”, “oh i made you cry? tough shit.” i get you’re fucking old as hell and not in good health but jesus christ please treat me like i’m human too what the hell.
- oop mom and grandma got into a screaming match
- all. you. do. is. bitch. i was fucking eating, you could’ve texted me you had to use the bathroom and i would’ve come. i’m not a fucking mind reader jesus christ
- “just play a game with me”. consider i want to do more than play fucking video games?? i’m so irritated. this is bullshit
- why are people mad i’m in a relationship…. do i need to remind yall im an ADULT and so is he?
- oh my god girl you just got home go the fuck to sleep and stop asking me a million questions
- genuinely wondering if anyone even likes me at this point :/
- ok. i see how it is.
- … i said my room was messy and my friend goes “same” and sends me a photo of literal fucking moldy food everywhere…. girl pls clean that up and never show me it again wtf. i get having mental illness and shit but girl- when i said messy i meant i habe clothes on the floor and i forgot to
- i have to go to an allergist to get prescribed meds for my allergies but it could KILL me before them… tell me how that works? like ig even if i end up in the er i still need to see the allergist first? like bro why would i lie?
