Nubs!
The personal account for @mailordersuperhero🌴🌆
A place to breathe for a bit. 🌴
I'm over 30 and got problems.
I'm an artist, I'm strange, I like sea creatures.
But I'm trying my best! I hope we can try together.
- I still like all these, really captured my essence.
- -|| cephalopod-self doodles that I get the most use out of 🐙
- Time is an enigma for me, always has been, but they never underscore how much worse that gets the older you get. I sneeze and somehow lose a week.
- Why can't I get myself to just throw away plushies? Logically I know this is technically just unfeeling fabric. They're old and dusty and I have to make room to keep things tidy. And YET, and /YET?/ I can't just dunk this sweet boy in the trash, we been through such shit. ; ;
- local stray that I guess is now our cat (Socks) who INSISTS on bringing home things tHAT SHOULD NOT BE IN HERE
- scored BIG with this here emotional support pumpkin 🎃
- I earnestly believe the therapy has been helping. Normally my brain is always pinging off with the next anxious thought to chase, but the lexapro has been smoothing out those "bumps." They don't get to take the wheel as much! That's huge for me!
- Still alive, just trying to like, /adapt./ I've started lexapro, though the adjustment is rough. I know it's helping, but for weeks I'm immensely sweaty and fatigued, just trying to get better.
- -|| R U N N I N G!
- telling on myself with my mere existence ✨
- Are any of you struggling with anxiety disorders? Can you tell me about your experience, how do you deal with it? Are you seeking treatment, how quickly did you get help?
- Reposted by Nubs!boss the fascism
- Upsetting information learned. So I've been trembling out here about my worsening anxiety, yeah? Had a pretty bad panic attack the other night, and the colitis I went to the ER for earlier in the month? Flared up. After I just got over it, but then I realized something.
- Nov 2022 my husband got laid off. 2023 I was the sole income (& I don't make much). Anything we'd built and saved, gone, back into the red. Hopes of finally moving out of Cali gone, we were trapped. 2024 he finally scored something, but things were very tight. I never really lost that daily dread.
- I made this account to be my scream void, I need to actually use it when I'm supposed to. The past couple of months my anxiety has skyrocketed. I have a psyche appointment next week but every day is so terribly slow. My thoughts won't stop looping. My brain won't let me know peace.
- I wake up, my eyes open? Instantly anxious. Like my brain became allergic to experiencing any form of brief contentment. "How DARE you not be soaked by perpetual guilt & anxiety?? You have things to do! You are not doing enough! Things you have forgotten! Things you need to plan for!"
- Reposted by Nubs!I have never been more targeted in my entire fucking life
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