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yapper's regret
uninvited follow = block
- I get drunk -> I wanna sleep DUMB. STUPID. RIDICULOUS. omfg
- tired of feeling like shit every fucking day
- only time I love any me is when that me is phainon
- who am I fucking kidding I can't write no matter how drunk I get 😐😐😐
- takes jacket off. puts jacket back on. ta
- hsr players will be dropouts who wanna be knowledgeable but never got a chance to get formally introduced to any subject so they remain clueless on how and where to begin with anything. they are me
- I see "high school nostalgia" stuff on pinterest and I gag, people who enjoyed high school are on another planet to me
- sad so I might drink and think about phainon some more
- love calling people friend like YEAHH you are my pal...
- actually I was fixing to lie down and then immediately I got a notif for my childhood friend's birthday. I Always miss her and it ended roughly for her with our mutual friends and it's complicated bc I was not even nearly involved but. I might text her tomorrow
- sad tonight AS ALWAYS...
- brain fog really robs you of every fucking hobby and every good thing in your life like I may as well be braindead atp
- cat eating trash off my floor I believe... GIRL... I need to clean though.
- hate to still use even just priv but man 🙏
- I get nervous talking anything character-related cause I can't think anymore but it helps to remember what people on ao3 are doing to phaidei❤️
- phainon is so overwhelming I love him too much
- I feel like an awful friend cause I can never remember things about people even important things but I can't even remember things about myself so ...
- was gonna go to bed but I kinda wanna drink and write...
- characters with mommy issues pspspsps
- anxiety killing meeee to death
- my mom always complains about the house being a mess and it's like girl it's all YOUR stuff that YOU won't let us get rid of I can't even put her stuff in a bag for her to look through or even put her stuff in drawers without her crying n pitching a whole fit
- If YoU sTiLl PlAy HyV iN 2026 OMGGGGGG.
- me trying to process and understand the very scientific parts of amph lore
- I deserve a drink after the day I've had
- can't even read anything right now I'm really hoping that getting my body fixed gets rid of some of the brain fog :/
- haven't stopped crying for an entire hour cause I'm convinced I'm dying 👍
