Ive thought this before, but I find the aftermath of traumatic events a lot like being bitten by a werewolf. You get these powerful and strange new urges that are so intense they feel animal. There are things you loved beforehand which no longer appeal at all. You got hurt and it changed you.

But in good news, the bar could track down the woman who assaulted me there pretty much immediately because she gave them a card for her marketing business lmaooooooo