zen <3
Hey I'm Zen, 20y
Trans, he/they/it
Pan and single
Many a mental illness
Shedsky ily <33
Prorecovery antifatphobia
Bmi 30.2 🥲
Hw 215
Cw 176
Lw 173
Cgw 160
Desperately need friends, moot me up I fb
No dni
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- TW SH Some beautiful styros and bby beans from a couple different sessions <33 #bluesh #shsky #styro #sh #slitsky #gore #goresky
- Honest question, does purging actually work? Like help mitigate cals consumed and all? I lax purge rn, but need a lil something extra sometimes. Would it be worth it? Not all the time, too. Pls be honest ily <33 #bpsky #caterpillarsky #bp #edsky #bedsky #lemonwatersky #bed #purgesky
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- Also I'm at 176 lbs today!! Lowest I've been since right after the psyche hospital who cheereddd And i desperately need shedsky mooties <33 #shedsky #edsky #lemonwatersky #wl #feathersky #promosky #moothunt
- 🪡🧵Yoo guess who's backkkk, got lost on shedtwt for a while but it's being stupid or maybe I'm just stupid for not understanding how to use it, never have before. Anyways how's it been, have a good few lovely sessions to post but here's my favorite so far, my first good baby beans! This was Feb 26th
- TW SH A small 🪡🧵 Some beautiful bby beans and deep styros. Was upset so im sorry for the sniffling. Also ignore the disgusting nails please, I just cleaned and clipped them 🥲
- TW SH healing Bby beans healing day 3, looks good feels good. I absolutely love them, they're so prettyyy. I definitely want to do more but not sure if I will be able to. I hope it scars well! Ily <33 Left arm <33 #shedsky #slitsky #sh #selfharm #shsky #babybean
- TW SH Small 🪡🧵 of last night's activities. So pretty and it doesn't hurt at all, I was surprised but idk.
- TW SH The rest from last night, some nice styros and bby beans, left thigh, so pretty 😍 Last night's video one was actually a first swipe bby beans, v proud, just made it a little bigger. What do ya think? <333 #sh #selfharm #slitsky
- Heyy forget I was gone for 11 days how are you I'm fine thank you Serious tho fell off a lil but back in it. What's up w the tags?? Which ones should i use? Also scars and fresher ones 2 days old ily all <33 #lemonwatersky #ouchiesky #⭐️ve #⭐️vesky #🔪sky
- About to drink and cut myself yayayay! Give me ideas maybeee ily <3 Also need someone to explore, walk, cut, eat, sleep, live and die with good lord I'm fcking lonely lmfao actually funny tho. It helps bc I can suffer more ig <3 #sh #shedsky #shedtwt #gore #goresky #goretwt #shsky #shtwt #slitsky
- Holy fckin shtballs my head is killing me today. Probably me not eating a lot recently ofc, im trying to LF today. Already took what I could to help, isn't though Any advice friends? Miserable but have too much to do today to be crippled like this #shedsky #caterpillarsky #anasky #edsky #ed #ana
- Friendsss give me strength, got a good amount of dishes to get done before the superbowl, lil bro and I are watching it together, and I am so low energy after my 10 mile walk yesterday. Trying to fast today, but I might have to eat something to stop this low energy. Any tips? Please idk what to do
- TW SH I think I hit a tiny bby beans?? It's tiny but I'm so happy!! Finally found and "bought" a 10 pack of razors and I'm in love. So smooth, its my ecstacy. I need to post more about my genuine love for sh, beautiful in so many ways. Anyways ily <33 #shedsky #shsky #sh #selfharm #shtwt #shedtwt
- TW bc's I hate my fucking "love handles" so much. Can see my abs some, biceps are popping. Lil bro says I have a sleeper build lmao. I get so much gender/body envy from him, he's toned and muscled up sm, not even 14 yet 🥲 proud of him. Anyways, going to help a friend's mother clean house soon, 🧵
- Had a great walk around town earlier, got a coffee and Popeyes which I burnt off plus extra, and I didn't finish it too yay. Thats been a goal of mine. Also "bought" an exacto blade set hah. Explored more of the river bed as well. Good time. #shedsky #caterpillarsky #anasky #edsky #ana #wl
- God it's 2am, been a long fucking day. I'll do my day 4 info tomorrow, im exhausted. Ily <33 #shedsky #caterpillarsky #anasky
- Heehee I found this on my short little walk. Hopefully it's nice. I'll clean it and test the sharpness before I do it myself. Also a cute squirrel! <33 #shedsky #shsky #slitsky #sh
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- Breaking my 3 day fast with a gala apple, halo and 1tbsp creamy peanut butter, with water and green tea. I'm nauseous though >:(( I weighed in at 183 this morning, tot of 22lbs lost in a month, 7 in this 3 day fast. I'm proud. Been very active as well. #shedsky #caterpillarsky #edsky #anasky #ana
