Pepper ❄️ | edsky
19 | edsky | she/they | ednos | wlw | bmi: 17.8
- Lowk the m@sc lesb!an of my dreams today 💅
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- I hate being sick…but also I’ve lost 5 lbs since Saturday so is it really that bad???
- Locking in with some Ju$t d@nce 😎
- No sugar this week, my acne is going crazy and I walk in a fashion show on Friday >:/
- S!syphus is cool as a metaphor…just wish it wasn’t a metaphor for my weight loss/gain rn
- Woke up sick 😭
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- Hungry hungry hungry
- I only get compliments on my fit if my tits are out or I’m wearing a skirt…interestinggggg 🤨
- I want my body to be toned and muscle-y, but I also want my bmi/weight to be underweight and divisible by 5
- Therapist told me O/C/D and @n@ are often comorbid after I talked about my eating habits, she made me feel so validated ✨ (but ofc I’m using that validation as motivation to *prove* to her I have both)
- I wish my logic was: “Logging calories is so tedious, I just won’t eat so I don’t have to log it!” Instead of… “Logging calories is so tedious, let me just eat everything in sight and not log any of it”
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- I really want ice cream…
- I am stronger than my period cramps
- And I started my period, ig I’m just bleeding all over
- So many bloody noses
- I love when food has this little thought bubble thing so I can be inconspicuous when logging calories 😎
- Paying tuition is a special kind of nausea
- Have a f!tting today and I’m so afraid I’ve gained weight and the clothes will be too small
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- PB&J for breakfast 😎
- Essay question hater fr
- Ice cream needs a lock on the lid because my fatass can’t stop
- I want to eat (has been eating all day today smh)
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- Fuck it I’m getting a bagel
- I have assignments to submit, people to call, texts to send, etc. etc. And all I can think about is eating
- I HATE how food is literally the only thing on my mind rn
- Downside to being home alone is no one makes judgmental comments about me eating everything in sight
- Love buying binge foods with my sibling <3 /hj
- Classes start and I keep getting notifications about professors posting assignments 😂🔫
- At least today’s steps were good ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
- Just spent an hour looking through the D/S/M/-5 to see if I related to O/C/D symptoms, check if I had an0rex!a, and see if I was secretly a p3d0…
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- I love maintaining relationships not because I really like someone, but because I’m more afraid of not having anyone
- Imagining spiders everywhere I hate this
- Ate everything except for protein today 🤪
- Could my professors kindly submit their l3tters of rec? I’m too nervous to send another reminder 😭
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- Walking pad for Chr!stmas means no excuses for missed steps
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