Ed trying to suck Izzy's cock for the first time startles Izzy so much (the power dynamics, the lack of communication, the sudden concern Ed may have lost his mind) that Izzy loses his erection
Neither of them are ok for a while
Ed's resulting insecurity spiral does nothing to reassure Izzy that Ed's mental health is ok. Like trying to suck his dick was a cry for helpor something. So he feels v guilty wanking about it.
Izzy's trepidation around Ed makes Ed feel 100 times worse & more repulsive. So he takes it out on Izzy.
The only escape is Izzy topping his way out, I fear (if he figures that out). Gets it out of their systems. Restores some balance. Gives Izzy a very thin new line to walk 🖤
Love occasional top Izzy who can & will be brutally put back in his place if he missteps (or Ed changes his mind) 🖤
May 10, 2025 13:20
