kc 🔪
my internet (depression) diary. chicago 🌃
- In wisconsin for the holidays and I haven't smoked real weed in days (it's illegal in this fuckass state) and I am losing my mind omg get me out of hereeeee
- Reposted by kc 🔪stages of christmas shopping: 1. there's plenty of time. 2. oh no
- When did they start locking bathrooms at McDonald's wtf
- Every time I start thinking about my job, I immediately get so anxious and nauseous omg get me OUT OF HERE
- Bachelor's degree: ✔️ Up next: master's degree #blackandeducated #collegegrad
- Texting people to come to my graduation and the one person I really want there is gone forever sos grief sucks 😭
- Reposted by kc 🔪[Not loaded yet]
- Birthday is in 5 days and I'm not even excited bc this is the first one without my uncle... like wdym this isn't an evil prank and he's actually gone forever...
- I graduate college in 9 days and i'm so broke that I had to use affirm to pay for my cap and gown LMAOOOOO
- Hiiii if anyone in Chicago can take in a short term cat foster (3 weeks, he cannot be around other cats), pls message me!!!
- Wish parking downtown wasn't crazy expensive bc driving has spoiled me and I don't want to get on a train sos
- First week of November... STILL 60/70 degrees and sunny in Chicago i am in hell
- Hello bluesky hopefully people see this!! If you have pmdd can you share a bit about like how you realized you had it and the process to get diagnosed and how you deal with it? (Yes I know I could just google it and i have but I also like to hear from humans and not just a computer!) #pmdd
- This is so poorly written omg but hopefully y'all get what I'm saying 😭
- Had a work meeting with the only other black woman in the company and omg it was so nice and VALIDATING to 1) finally not be the only one in the workplace and 2) talk about our work issues and getting empathy instead of telling me to just shut up and deal with it and not cause problems
- Almost started having a grief-induced panic attack and my cat immediately came running over to cuddle with me i live him so much 🥹🥹
- The shitty thing about grief is waking up and having like 5 good seconds before remembering....
- IT'S SO COLD OUT I'M SO HAPPYYYYYY
- I've been watching people walking around in hoodies and jackets all day (from my windows bc I've been in meetings all day) just to go outside for a walk and it's 65 degrees out??? I'm sweating???? When will it finally actually be fall sos
- My job expanded my role but can't give me a straight answer about a pay raise but dumped an insane amount of work on me in the first week in this "new role" wtf dude
- It's almost the end of October and it's STILL 75 and humid in the Midwest I'm losing my shit dude
- There's a new 911 spinoff i love these shows so much
- I have to go into work for an in person meeting tomorrow afternoon and it's such a hostile environment (they are racist) that my anxiety is already through the roof lol love it here
- Being back on lexapro feels like a raincloud has lifted omg I feel so much better
- Nothing like a casual panic attack at 4am love my life
- October 10 in the Midwest and it's still 70 degrees out 🙃
- Going back to work tomorrow at the job I hate after two weeks off...
- Another 90 degree day in the summer from hell that will never fucking end
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- Reposted by kc 🔪[Not loaded yet]
- One of my professors teaches by asking everything as a question so our entire class each day is basically us playing a giant guessing game and it's so irritating
- Can't even go on a depression walk bc it's 90 degrees out LOLLLLL will this miserable summer ever end
- Can't wait to leave this miserable fuckin city and go back home
- What's the worst rpg you've ever played and why is it hogwarts legacy
- Any rich people feeling generous and want to help me pay my tuition LOLLLLLL
