Jules
29 and feeling fine, pronouns=any/all, here to party harder than ever before
- Danger Days you will always be my beloved,
- I wish I could talk to someone about my OCD. The overthinking and rumination have genuinely become debilitating over the past year. Now that I know what's going on, I can at least point it out to myself, but sometimes that leads to another spiral. It's embarrassing and hard to describe.
- Even just posting about it is hard. I checked these posts over a dozen time. I really struggle with text because I just re-read it over and over again, until I'm so convinced there's something wrong with what I've written that I can't send it at all. Talking aloud is hard too, I just shut down.
- For so long, I had no idea why my brain worked the way it did. It felt isolating, trying to describe my thought patterns and being described as an over-thinking anxious freak. OCD is so misunderstood, and it makes me nervous to bring it up to anyone around me. The social and moral aspects are tough.
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View full threadI dunno. I'm just writing to write. It feels good to get stuff off my chest, even if I'm yelling into the void. It just feels so lonely, living like this.
- MCR BOSTON I MANIFESTED THIS
- If you don't like your own posts, who else will
- Boston...Massachusetts...
- Play Planetary (GO!) and my life is YOURS
- Finally downloaded the Bluesky app, so I can post wherever I go (not very many places)
- Reposted by JulesRainy day outside for the MCR concert...bad weather for a concert? Perhaps...good weather for a snail? Oh absolutely...
