ever since i started half of last month my psychosis has gotten worse. and my sleep felt like how it was with melatonin but way worst in vividness and in the lack of rest. bcs im awake inside the dream. im completely aware it's a dream everyday but i feel like im locked inside of those dreams and
Feb 2, 2026 02:55cant wake up so i should just rather interact w it. i think what i need to do is to eject more people out of my head (i dont mean alters, i meant like stop letting others get to me)
also why it's been difficult to keep in touch
