Needed this today. I feel like my body is not in a great shape overall, and the stress of active, unhealthy gaining might have been too much over the last year. I need to internalise that I am not lesser for taking a break.
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I love fat, I love gaining and excess and it turns me on like crazy! It's such a huge part of my sexuality and my identity!
And yet, I always feel like life is a lot less fun when I'm over a certain weight threshold.
Haven't talked about it on here but I've been having several health issues due to my weight, so for now I'm focusing on eating healthy, exercise etc.
I might end up losing some weight, but I'm fine with that, if it means I'll live past 40 💀
god I love cumming while I sleep, one of the best feelings ever
I think I'm going to rest and enjoy my achievements for a little while now.
My body is sending some signals to go easy and slow down.
I reached my old record weight 2 months ago, and still kept up my rate of +5kg per month since then.
Safe to say it wasn't just the regains that made me grow so fast, I'm simply that kind of pig now 😮💨
Porky 🐷
Is there anything more brazenly gainery than buying this, while looking like THAT?
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I keep catching myself trying to move as if I was still slim. The muscle memory is all there, but the weight, the heft, the sheer size of everything makes me recoil every time 🤣
new experiences lately:
- waddling is becoming normal
- out of breath walking to the fridge
- can't top while spooning anymore
- no more clothes in regular stores
- almost dislocate my shoulder washing my buttcrack 🤣
142kg (312lbs)
weight keeps creeping up, even though I'm now way past my old highest weight
made a backup just in case
@ basilitron.gainer
my instagram got suspended 💀 lets see if the appeal works. otherwise im not sure If I will make a new one tbh
my instagram got suspended 💀 lets see if the appeal works. otherwise im not sure If I will make a new one tbh
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another funny thing about my brain:
when I reach a new unit of 10 with my weight, my brain recalibrates and treats it like the former.
e.g. I reach 140, my brain treats it like I'm back at 130 instead. so I get to experience it all over again every ten kilos.
I know weighing on empty is supposed to be "more accurate" but on the other hand, if theres a new record on the scale does it really matter? more is more, and I want to be WAY heavier than this anyway.
What counts is the upward trend, not the individual weight number
This bathtub can barely handle me 😭
My back is getting so wide
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⚠️ pig is slippery when wet 🐷
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Its crazy how I gained over a hundred pounds this year and I'm truly and honestly not even that good of a gainer compared to some other gluttons 😮💨
If I had the iron stomach of some of yall, it would be OVER!
What would new years eve be without a before and after?
Need obesity to take over my life
Excuse me but who allowed this fatass in?
IT WORKED! I linked my insta there, and some guy asked why I have "that person" linked. He literally didn't recognize my fat self and started fatshaming 🥵 And I just played along
Im bored, so I made a grindr with my skinny era pics to confuse and shock normies for fun
Im bored, so I made a grindr with my skinny era pics to confuse and shock normies for fun
I'm a nasty pervert freak. I know it. You here know it.
But for some reason, I still can't allow myself to be myself IRL.
Sure, time and place for everything, but even when it's the right time and place, I still keep retreating into a fake innocent shell.
How can I just be myself?
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Last
#fcf of the year featuring lots of precum from editing my own video 🐷
