eliza ⏾
‧₊˚✧ 32 • acnh • cosy gamer • wild world ‘05 • island rep of arendelle • pokemon • ddlv • fortnite • switch2/ps5 • olivia benson enthusiast • disney/horror • 911 • criminal minds • ncis • ☼ pisces ☽ capricorn ↑ aquarius ✧˚₊‧
uk • she/her • lesbian
- my hearing, i think, is slowly coming back, so please for the love of god when is it the right time to put my earphones back in for bus journeys bc i’ve enough of listening to sandra shouting at her partner down the phone bc they didn’t do the ONE thing she asked them to do
- i’ve been going to sleep between 6:30-9 everyday this week and i literally just wanna go sleep again and it’s barely 6:30pm
- can’t wait to platinum the new life is strange game like i have done for the others, my absolute favourite franchise and i’ll be so sad if it’s ending forever 😓 i know it’ll be Max & Chloe’s last adventure but i hope the game continues with new characters 🥺
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- oh when the day comes and my ear isn’t inflamed/red/swollen anymore and i possibly get my hearing back in my right ear… i’m gonna have a headache for days bc everything will be so loud 😭😂
- i think i’ve gotten that used to being partially deaf in my right ear that i can’t tell if it’s getting better or not????
- how are these the same people 😭
- i haven’t used my earbuds in 2 weeks bc my ears been dodgy and it’s been hell bc i’ve had to listen to people talk on speaker phone & their awful loud conversations.. my ear health is so important but so is my sanity 😭😭😭😭
- sleeping in until 1pm knowing full well i have to be up for work at 5:15am the next day… now it’s 11pm and i am not even tired bc i slept UNTIL ONE IN THE AFTERNOON
- ohhh i washed my hair and i’m 99.9% sure i didn’t get any water in my ear.. i didn’t feel any go in so hopefully 💀💀
- just wanna get to journey 28 on disney speedstorm so i can pick a new racer 👀
- i’m not really about talking weight loss but like.. i’ve lost 4lbs this week bc my appetite has literally been nonexistent 💀💀💀
- i’m not supposed to get any water in my ear and i haven’t washed my hair in a week :)))) help how do i do this
- i fear i’m just gonna be deaf in my right ear for the whole of eternity like w me, i always go to the worst case scenario first and just accept it so it’s not that bad if/when it happens lmao
- timeline cleanse, teenage crush?

- Reposted by eliza ⏾Can we normalise not wanting children please? 😒
- i’m nearly 33 & i wanna know if i’ll ever stop asking my mum to come with me to appointments,, like i’m always gonna need my mum,, can she live at least until i die pls 😭😭
- can’t tell if my ear is getting better or if i’m just getting used to being partially deaf xo
- my mums doing a paddington puzzle and she just went “there’s his jam jar” HIS WHAT, mother do you not know what paddington bear eats??? IS IT JAM???? no it’s NOT, it’s MARMALADE
- you grow up with your childhood idols without realising they’re growing old, rip catherine o’hara, you will always be so loved 🤍
- in a way i feel better knowing that it’s just inflamed/red/swollen and it’s not perforated the drum like she said everything is intact and there’s no tears or holes or whatever in the drum it’s just very closed off so knowing that it’ll hopefully sort itself out & the inflammation will go down 😅
- booked a doctors appointment for friday 13th as well just incase it’s not cleared up by then and as a safety precaution
- alls i’ve done is complain for over a week and i am so sorry but i just want my ear to not be red and swollen and inflamed anymore
- went to the ear doctor as such and my ear is very very inflamed and swollen 😭 she removed all the wax so it’s not that, it’s just very closed off bc it’s very red 💔 getting some ear spray & if that doesn’t work it’ll be an antibiotic thing
- left work early because i really don’t feel well and my ear is so blocked and everything was overstimulating inside that factory that i genuinely couldn’t cope being in there, i really hope they can sort it tomorrow bc i can’t cope w this at all, i’m in tears 😅
- atp i’ve overthought everything and i’ve just accepted that i’m gonna be deaf forever more
- the pharmacy gave me some decongestant tablets and me with my adhd was like “i took one, why’s it not working”
- i panic booked an ear wax removal appointment for tomorrow morning bc i really can’t live like this anymore lmao it’s so uncomfortable 😭 going to the pharmacy today to make sure it’s actually wax then hopefully be sorted unless it’s something major 😭😭
- i’ve been overthinking these ear drops bc imagine if i fuck up my ear n need a hearing aid or sumn 😭😭😭
- this is either gonna be super beneficial or it’s gonna get me early to go to the pharmacy tomorrow morning so they check it out 💀 I AM SCARED
- guys i am so scared to try these ear drops lmao, i have such a fear of stuff going in my ear but i gotta try something 😭
- my ear is so horribly blocked like it’s so uncomfortable 😭 i was hoping it would clear on its own but looks like it won’t and i’ll need to use drops or go doctors/pharmacy 🙃
- i think i’m gonna have to try those ear drops when i get home bc as much as i hate water or whatever in my ear,,, my ear is SO blocked 😭😭
- guys i am alive if anyone was wondering lmao, i still haven’t shifted this sickness bug and my ear is still sort of blocked but once my cold has cleared up and if my ear is still blocked i’ll look at going to a doctor/pharmacy!
- i can’t wait to feel better so i can stop complaining on here lmao
- me taking my orange juice, cough medicine and cold/flu tablets to work me in hopes it makes the shift a bit easier 😭😭
- not even rushing to get a bus lmao like i’m gonna leave the house and take a steady walk and just get on whichever arrives first (i haven’t left the house yet and if i don’t leave soon i literally will not leave)
- i’m fully debating getting the later bus to work just so i can lie down for a little longer😭
- day 5 of being sick day 3 of getting no sleep for the love of god please can my body fight off this whatever it is quicker 😭😭😭
- accepting my new normal of being partially deaf in my right ear until my cold clears up and/or i get drops/ears syringed so i don’t drive myself up into a frenzy xo
- i’m gonna get some ear drops tomorrow morning before i go to work to see if they will help with the blockage bc it’s so uncomfortable to the point where i’m getting anxiety about not being able to hear properly😅
- i know your ears being blocked from a cold is normal but this feels so uncomfortable and if it doesn’t unblock in a few days after my cold has gone i’m gonna have to look into getting them syringed or sumn 🙃
- i’ve been sick for 4 days now and i am so over it
- you say you love gardening but do you love gardening as much as my mum???? it’s absolutely freezing out there and she’s in her element x