TLDR - gotta stop working myself to the bone. I already lost my grandma and I'm thinking a lot about my mom lately. Going to find a balance to make myself happy, my creations exist, and helping my peers. Might not be active for a bit as a result.
I'm driving myself crazy at the moment trying to balance burnout with just being able to help. I'm juggling a lot and this week is going to create a hurdle in my personal life that I'm going to have to face on my own. I just wish this was easier.
I know a lot of people on here care a lot about me, so I appreciate all of ya'll. Hoping to hop back on when things in my personal life are in a much better spot.
My mom is on the hopefully short road to recovery. I'm incredibly lucky for this, but all my energy is going to be on myself and making sure my mother is okay.
Just wanted to keep people updated.
Hug your loved ones if you haven't today, whoever they are.
The road to recovery isn't nearly as depressing as I feared, but I will be taking more time to focus on myself.
Seems like it's best to stay offline anyways. Only heading back in if there's a new website post.
Jan 31, 2026 19:04I've had a post queued up for days, but I haven't been able to upload it to my site. Very tired.
Also, I'm leaving Instagram this month, maybe this week.
