TLDR - gotta stop working myself to the bone. I already lost my grandma and I'm thinking a lot about my mom lately. Going to find a balance to make myself happy, my creations exist, and helping my peers. Might not be active for a bit as a result.
I'm driving myself crazy at the moment trying to balance burnout with just being able to help. I'm juggling a lot and this week is going to create a hurdle in my personal life that I'm going to have to face on my own. I just wish this was easier.