MISHIMA ESTROGEN (Hiatus + Medical Intermission)
She/They and some others, Neurodivergent 🏳️⚧️, Disabled, Horror Writer, 🔞 21+ ONLY, MDNI, 🏹💞💘TSUNDERE CUPID MAGICAL GIRL 🏹💞💘 MODEL 🎨@marzipan004.
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Horror Centric Alt: @house-of-caligari.bsky.social
- Girl literally got thrust into the Exiles, made A LOT OF SELF DISCOVERIES, gave up being U.S. Agent (she's now Nomad) and suddenly got thrown into a Apocalypse of endless Winter
- She needs to kiss women, I will make this happen
- Finally getting around to my Jane Walker (Trans Femme John Walker) fanfic and already starting Strong by just throwing her into a Apocalypse
- Something I didn't really think about till now is, upon hitting my 30s I started writing fanfiction again for the first time since middle school and honestly. It's been really nice, even when it's written "bad" it's really enjoyable and also has helped all my other writing tremendously just by -
- Helping me figure out more of how I like to write characters and interactions and just everything. Write it "Bad" Folks, it'll change your writing for the better
- Strong desire to write Deadlock fanfic but it's a interaction between The Hidden King and The ArchMother
- The ArchMother is cool as hell but I can't deny how much I fuck with The Hidden King. There's just to much that speaks to me
- Also just heavily reminiscent of the type of characters I tend to make, dark foreboding and haunting but maybe with this sense of deep care despite all this
- So this is adding more to my Theory about the Patrons. Like The ArchMother being order and represented through Architecture, striking me as the Powerful of New York but the Hidden King existed in the cracks, shadows, and unseen places. Hes not just the parts that you don't see, he's the parts -
- That often get ignored, that are left in the dark, that are pretended to not exist. I don't really think either Patron is good or Evil (they both have good and bad aspects) but The Hidden King I theorize is the most Vengeful but also the most Empathetic cause his followers are those who are -
- Abandoned ignored and forgotten. And while he has his own goals. I kinda feel like alot of it is motivated by his followers themselves and less the order or power they bring.
- I don't typically write horny shit. Cause I just don't typically feel like doing it. But I've been writing horny shit and honestly. Good time
- Been thinking about doing streams where I read books. Been thinking about this for a while
- Been doing some self indulgent writing but I think I captured the struggles of Polyamory
- Just did the online interview equivalent of Sprinting to a interview cause my EMAIL WASNT WORKING FOR SOME REASON (I fixed it and was still on time cause the interviewer was 3 minutes behind)
