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mentally ill msw student
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- Went to class today, which was a mix of learning data analysis in excel, peers trying to convince our professor to watch heated rivalry and him teaching us a rural Appalachian kids game. No way I pay 7.5k a semester for this 😭 But at least I’m hot I guess??? Photo dump !! 💗
- My niece’s birthday party is this weekend and none of my homework is done. She’s gonna be one years old and I’m really glad that by the time her sibling is born (late may) I won’t be in school anymore 😭 Free me from these shackles bruh
- I feel so lethargic today, like I just can’t wake up
- It’s the little things right? So I called with my friend this morning and we are maybe going to get iHop next Thursday but we’ll see
- Having my new supervisor say he’s sorry that I experienced so much turmoil with the old supervisor and that he was talking to other ppl in the clinic about their challenges with her so he believes me is wild. Furthermore that other ppl noticed I was being bullied by her is even crazier.
- Validation is nice but it doesn’t hurt any less. For anything I’m bitter ppl noticed and did nothing to intervene / help me. But what could they do? She was director. She gaslit me and controlled me and made me dread work entirely
- I hate when ppl say I have so much experience and that I’m ahead of my peers. At what costs? Like this woman completely dehumanized me for the sake of productivity when I was already being exploited. I can’t say I’m passionate about this career field. It took me for all I had. Now what? Idk
- Sometimes it’s the little things
- Try so hard & the world doesn’t care.
