I’m fucking miserable, y’all. I don’t know what I want to do with my life. Everything feels pointless and everything I’ve done as any sort of career or job has ended in failure. I don’t have an objective point of view on what I’m even good at, or what I should try next. Or if I should even bother.
Nov 5, 2025 09:14I’ve been sitting here spinning my wheels for years and I don’t know how to stop. I don’t know how to find a passion for anything anymore or how to hold on to it. Or how to even *remember* it with my memory as shit as it is.
I just wish I knew what to do. I don’t like feeling so fucking useless. And I don’t expect anyone else to know, either; really. I’m just venting here so my poor beleaguered partner doesn’t have to deal with another night of me crying and feeling sorry for myself.
