oh we are bringing up 'in from the cold' again and my thoughts go back to a fic I'll never write but its locked in my mind ever since I played that scene. heavy tw/cws. i dont talk abt it but its healing in a way to delve into that. for both myself and my wol. if you get it, im glad youre still here

its also the first time we actually see our character extremely vulnerable. terrified. alone. and you use every ounce of strength to make it out of there. its a major part of my wols cptsd and it takes a while for her to talk about it even though Y'shtola and Estinien knew right away what happened