lately i’ve been doing a lot better mentally (after literally clawing my way out of a pit of despair just as soon as the year turned over) and i’ve been really pondering life and its meaning, but not in a nihilistic way, but more in a.. what can i make of this that is bigger than what has happened+
Feb 4, 2026 06:49to me? how can i repurpose my agony for the better? and where can i take myself in the process? sometimes i fail to understand that in the grand scheme of a life time, i am still young. i still have so much ahead, and even if at times i feel behind, possibilities will forever remain endless for me+
even when i do grow “old”. i’ve always looked at life with a ‘oh well, i’ll die one day anyway’ mentality, but what if instead i cherish what happens until then? i look at it all from another angle that isn’t about my inevitable death?
