Mason!! 🌻🏳️⚧️
Furry artist 🐾 Poet 🌈 24 ⭐️ He/she 🌆 Gayass
- i hate feeling like the loudest personality in the room it makes me very gender dysphoric. like nothing gets me to hate myself more than realizing ive been talking a lot and no one else has been saying anything
- also been thinking about how my whiteness has enabled me to ignore reality in the past. I think i could be doing better.
- like 2 be clear, my username is the name of my maladaptive daydream world. I am often more concerned with my fictional setting and characters than I am the real world, and i think i need to change that. I could be better.
- I'm feeling bad about The Escapism of Furry in our spoiling America. The dichotomy of ignoring reality via animal fantasy, versus the radical existence of queer sexuality and subculture in Furry. To what degree are we protecting ourselves, and to what degree are we ignoring harm in order to do do?
- we are loud voices in favor for self-love and self-acceptance. I want to recenter my art (and especially my poetry) around the power of my voice, as opposed to fleeing from the discomfort of our world. Obligatory fuck ice.
- whole zine lined!!! moving onto colors!!
- making progress making progress ... new zine WILL be done by this weekend or i DIE!!!!!!
- hrmmm thinking abt getting professional photographs of my zines for their shop listings... my phone camera kinda grody tbh
- if theres a writer reading this who wants to be mean to me (in a constructive fashion) please. please. im so desperate. please. step on m
- i've been rlly enjoying the poetry classes ive been taking but theyve been like 90% generative and 10% constructive peer-to-peer feedback workshops & im rlly missing that energy. My college poetry classes were the exact opposite ratio, now that im thinking about it.
- the generative exercises are great, i've been writing more poems than ever, but what i really yearn for is for other poets to rip my poems to pieces and pick at all the viscera and parts and gore in a cruel and callous way. Its sexually (creatively) gratifying
- i luv my D&D players but our important interpersonal discussions took up all my drawing time this evening !!!!! i made zero progress on my new zine!!!!! im BUSY EVERY DAY THIS WEEK!!! except tomorrow evening ig... (could skip work to Work On Zine... but thats a Bad Idea...)
- whole zine is sketched! moving onto lines!
