𝖒𝖚𝖑𝖙𝖎𝖕𝖑𝖊 𝖇𝖆𝖙𝖘. + ˚ ♡ .
♡ TW for everything you can imagine, it's a vent account ♡ butch trans dyke ♡ transradicalist ♡ they/it ♡ 21 ♡ stoner ♡ disabled ♡ plural ♡
- we wish anyone understood how debilitating it feels, how lonely ot feels, how scary this all is
- we just wish we had someone that cared about us and didn't make our disability about themselves but we guess that is too much to ask
- she has to have it worse, doesn't she? she suffers the most, she has the worst life, she is the most mentally unwell, how could i not know?
- if only we were taken care of
- pour all of your frustrations down out throat, for we are the vessel and we're meant to carry it there
- oh how hopeful we were that the cycle will not repeat itself. naive? maybe, but we thought we sre capable of anything else than the endless repetition
- our only purpose always was to suffer within it, oh how stupid it was of us to believe anything else
- but now we know. we know our purpose and accept what we have to do to escape
- there's only one way of escaping the cycle and we have to face it
- does she enjoy seeing us like this? does she enjoy the play? i wonder if she's going to enjoy watching the end of us
- her day is ruined so ours has to be ruined as well
- love it when the person i we love the most triggers the same stress responses as our mother
- fr3ud might be right chat
- off our antipsychotics and getting a little schizo with it ♡
- how do we figure out a partner crying to us about missing a dormant headmate /gen
- that genuinely made our stomach drop
- we have been vulnerable around you and hoped you'd never use it against us but oh well maybe that was a stupid mistake
- but how can we look for comfort in others? how can we show others we're worthy of their affection? we thought you were the one to comfort us
- had a fight with the wife yesterday and she destroyed all comfortability we have build around having a very high libido overall (partially due to hrt) and being hypersexual as a trauma response) by calling it 'pathetic'
- she will do this and then wonder why we feel anxious about initiating sexual stuff
- Reposted by 𝖒𝖚𝖑𝖙𝖎𝖕𝖑𝖊 𝖇𝖆𝖙𝖘. + ˚ ♡ .I love you mentally ill people o love you I love you fuck anyone else who doesn't understand
- we love withdrawals!!!!!!!
- we were wondering why we're doing so shitty mental health-wise and only now remembered that we have got into psychosis in the morning,,
- and also took venlafaxine instead of our duloxetine because we didn't have any meds on us and were sleeping at our girlfriend's and venla was the only thing that is somewhat similar to any of our meds so we took it as a measure to stop the psychosis
- we forgot our meds while going for a sleepover at our girlfriend's and weed gave us psychosis
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- fr we are in our girlfriend's and her partner's flat, it's 5 am, we haven't slept and we're sm0king a j0ink with this view + deszcz
- my girlfriends are so chronically unemployment, i love them so muc
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- yearning for a girl 6 time zones away from me??
- hypersexuality and testosterone combo fucks me up i want to kill myself for being like that
- also consider: this and a bunch of lesbians
- this and a pack of glühwürmchen,,
- it's of our first (and probably only) meal as far as we remember
- lib posts bullshit about a genocide, fork found in the kitchen
- the trans part applies times 3 if you're transfem btw, and if you're not educated in hrt dosing please do get educated because doctors keep microdosing hrt to any trans woman they find
- if you're trans and/or chronically ill there's like a 99% chance you are actually more knowledgeable than your doctor
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- tw s3xu4l tr4um4 . . . . . we only started remembering all of the stuff out ex did to us after the front shuffle and jesus fucking christ that is a lot of trauma
