got the vapors
rowan, 27, kinda strange, mdni
geckoposting from the void
- YOUU CANT CHANGE THE FEELING BUT YOU CAN CHANGE THE FEELING ABOUT THE FEELINGS IN A SECOND OR TWO, UH HUHH
- oh david berman we're really in it [depression] now
- not my cruel mother forcing me to watch lola youngs messy grammys performance and tearing up. girl
- I CANT STAND IT HERE!
- ruminating on my complicated sexual history to 'asking for it' by hole >>>
- sorry for being an asshole i forgot to take my meds until uhhh just now.
- my head is fucking killing me thank u effexor
- i love having purple hair but im being misgendered so much now. my desire to look cool VS my desire to pass... a tale as old as time...
- i will almost certainly have to change it before i start my summer job bc its alone in parking lots early in the morning and i REALLY do not want to be murdered, ive already encountered some creeps
- sorry but hearing a stranger come up to me and go "sooo..... how do you Identify" is more painful than them going "what flavor of tranny are you" would be
- its always by a nontransitioning nonbinary person too im SORRY it just always is. and then they hit u with the "im so glad to meet other queers in my areaaaa" WELL IM NOT LEAVE ME ALONEEEE
- like im at WORK there are CUSTOMERS HERE??? dont out me to the whole fucking store maybe???
- i love testosterone but it has really exarcerbated my "storing all my fat in the torso" thing to the point where i have hank hill stomach with deer legs n twig arms attached. would this be solved with exercise? yes. give me a few months.
- my fucking thighs dont touch and my fingers can wrap around my wrists but i have the stockiest fucking torso WHAT is this fucking body type im proportioned like a cartoon character
- still thinking abt how my sibling refused hugs from a relative we dislike at christmas. theyre so effortlessly based... i wish i could be like that but id get yelled at so bad lmao
