diabolical yuca
side account for @samosadude.bsky.social
messy sketch/wips/personal ramblings dump
🔞 for occasional nonsexual/casual nudity doodles
- // personal , vent -ish? art of getting through the weeks is absolutely deep breathing in the little moments like it’s oxygen. feeling sought after or admired has become so addicting to me. like damn dude you fw me? 🥹
- i think ive spent most of my life feeling so “on the shelf“ or kept around as a matter of convenience. feeling thought of or considered just because my presence is found endearing always has me b-lining so hard lmao
- im not immune to blushing and giggling when the way I look is called cute. people so goddamn nice to me
- hands out. can i get doodle suggestions? theyll be really messy and sketchy cuz im tweaking atm lol
- blasting paramore way too loud and getting so much work done. coffee energy drink probably isnt helping my case
- dosage increase has me desperately drawing without ref like my life depends on it
- if there’s one thing about me, it’s that I love to giggle and laugh. I am always giggling to some degree when talking to friends
- working through heavy academic workload well so far + planning for physical therapy + upcoming trans surgery really has me feeling like I’ve taken the reins on my life lately. feels funny to be so proud of myself
- I still gotta untangle a whole lot with my mental state but it’s nice to feel confident in my capabilities. like damn, im actually kinda smart and driven. thinking about doing part time math tutoring with how classes have been going
- finally got my back looked at and found out my spine is fucked. all i’m thinking about is how i probably would’ve been taller. wrow
- a funk/disco drag show AND goth/slasher valentines club event? might be a big month for me
- i love to draw (:
