Sayu
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ENG/GER/中文 OK 日本語少し
avid fan of cel animation and px jrpg/PSX
currently working on original projects
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- I‘m sorry to have worried you guys on here 💦 i‘m taking two antidepressants for a month now and the difference to last time I was on here is night and day. I‘m still not completely well and the way to recovery needs patience and peace but slow baby steps 🥹🙏
- sometimes there are moments I‘m unwell again but at least I hope I won’t need to go to the ER and hospital again;;; my doctor strongly adviced me to go to the hospital but I didn’t want to.. and toughed it out at home with the help of friends and family. I had to promise him not to self-harm😭
- TW// suicide I’ve never been so low in my entire life and I was prepared that I would not make it until Christmas bcs it was literally painful to be awake. The moment i was awake i was in fight or flight mode but at the same time couldn’t get up and do anything.
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View full threadEnding this on a more positive note, Ive been drawing a lot bcs drawing has accompanied me through all that and I appreciate it now much more than before and I’ve also learnt to feel it more on a therapeutic level than just being smth I do for work..and i grew so much closer to friends and family 🥹❤️
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- Reposted by Sayuit's been one of those years pass the yaoi 🏳️🌈
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- Reposted by SayuThis is such a phenomenally beautiful film (it doesn't seem to be streaming anywhere right now, but it pops up on prime from time to time, and is available on dvd. You should watch it, and if you have a youngster, you should watch it with them!). Such a treat to see this process.
- shit... i have strong suspicion about where this depression comes from.. I've been taking pipamperon 40mg for weeks now, increased the dosage to a whole pill instead of half of it, so i can calm down. I googled the side effects and one of them are about hormones that can really mess with your head
- I keep seeing people talk about how you should only take pipamperon as a last straw (which was in my case) but apparently it's not recommended. And I assume especially not long-term like I did. I already halfed the dosage to 20mg last night and I think I'll decrease it further to 10mg...
- now that I think back, whenever I took it, the next day I would feel extremely depressed and over the day would develop extremely dark thoughts. But I needed it to calm down, so it became a vicious cycle. I'll try substitute it with smth else that can calm me down...
- i'll have my psychiatrist appointment tomorrow and hopefully he can prescribe antidepressants (i mean he has to when he hears about condition), that will break this vicious cycle... not looking forward to how it supposedly takes weeks until it comes to a full effect.. i want it to work immediately;;
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- gonna fold straw stars everyday until I feel better
- I want to get better soon i just hope to get back to my old me
- Reposted by SayuI participated in one of those memes and speedpainted a bunch of my favourite characters 😭🫶🏽 #goldensun #fe3h #honkaistarrail #FFXII
- Reposted by SayuI think, more than ever, these words from Mr. Rogers hold as true as the day he spoke them.
- art is the only thing i have left for comfort...
- *when I'm by myself and am not surrounded by friends and family
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- I scribbled a bit yesterday ✍️💦
- Finished beading this pudding pixel art yesterday 🥹🍮❤️
- Thanks for talking to me guys :“((( ❤️ right now the evenings to nights are especially hard for me because they make me feel isolated and helpless, I think it triggers my trauma. Only when I‘m in a call with somebody during that time i’d feel comfort and can soothe the panic a bit ;;;
- Feeling so-so today, but i should appreciate the steps I made the last few weeks. Feeling a lack of passion for anything I‘m doing and I feel so scared. Nothing has real meaning. I was always so passionate about my interests and work and I can’t recognise myself anymore.
- I went out to buy plants and wonder „what for?“, i think about what I should do next and can‘t rly think of something that would spark excitement like it used to. I have to be surrounded by family and friends all the time or I would fall into despair and panic of being all alone.
- I‘m sorry for being so negative on here but I feel that I need to open up about these things, that I need to address my struggles as a way of self-comfort. I‘ve tried to struggle in private and wanted to keep it private but I missed that feeling of comfort within an online community so much
- I‘m so sorry for being absent for so long :‘/ i had to cancel my last 2 cons of the year because I‘m going through an extremely difficult time right now. Have been hospitalised twice and will hopefully get more help soon. I hope everyone is doing well 🥹
- I‘m not ready to talk about what happened but basically I need therapy and medication to hopefully be back my old self ;;; i‘ll see a psychiatrist next week…
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- Reposted by SayuGFM update ❤️🩹 My tooth almost took my life,I got it pulled + am getting my implant consult soon. Since then I have been sick with a chronic respiratory issue, & it's cost me tabling RCCC. I hate to do it, but I am asking for a bit more help. Share if you can 🫶 www.gofundme.com/f/help-lonni...
- Reposted by Sayu🌱通販のお知らせ🌱 新刊＆デスクパッド 、BOOTHにて通販を開始しました！ ぜひチェックしていただけると嬉しいです！ 👉 mengxuanli.booth.pm
- Reposted by Sayu"Noiseman Sound Insect" animated short film by Koji Morimoto & Studio 4°C (1997) is back on Youtube for free (with 20 languages as subtitles). Available until October 10. >> www.youtube.com/watch?v=ixdu...
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- Reposted by SayuIm still in contact with my old art teacher and I visited him a couple months ago because he celebrated the 25th anniversary for his art gallery. I asked him for some paper and a pen so I could doodle a bit and left the drawing there as a little gift and he just send me a mail telling me that 1/
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- Reposted by SayuAfter 2 years, I'm finally releasing My Father Was a Good Man digitally! This queer horror story follows the journey of a girl who hunts down the wolf that killed her father, but learns things aren't always as they seem. Reposts appreciated❤️, but it at the link below🔗⬇️
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- lowkey really wanna re-watch the ff7 movie advent children, but I have to drawwwww 😫😫😫
- i should put the movie onto my phone for the flight ajdfkajsdf also will binge-watch evangelion on the flight 😂
- Reposted by SayuA piece of #HotelDusk artwork by Keisuke Sakamoto used in the strategy guide for the story highlight, if my memory serves me right. Removed text, applying the usual upscale/clean/retouch process. Scan provided by @bblm2.bsky.social.
- Reposted by SayuThe booklet includes all 60-70 pages of my first draft when it was just a cute romcom comic before I changed it. I only added a few final pages to compare to the rough drafts but I hope you guys can see some more resemblances. It also has 6 extra pages and behind the scene thought process as well
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- Passed out and slept through for 8h without waking up in the middle, bcs i had several appointments yesterday and walked a lot Why do us humans have to exercise a lot in order to rest well, why do we have to function that way, it’s so inconvenient 😩
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- if i don't draw today I d*e *holds self at gun point* 🔫
