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- changed my phone layout again~
- been feeling Weird bc I don’t feel depressed (sad, hopeless) but at the same time I have sort of depression-like symptoms such as feeling only partly alive (like literally a part of my spirit feels gone/dead) and a sort of distant but constant dissatisfaction and having no appetite, and. Anxiety
- Good news is im seeing my doctor this week and she will fix everything wrong with me I hope
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- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverOne more sorry to take up the tl with wips i just like how they’re coming out
- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverI've been ignoring practicing clothes painting so I'm back with them with xie lian 🫡 #tgcf
- Doing this is actually pretty useful because I’m realizing I do quite a lot
- I thought that to encourage both myself and others I could make a list of things I do/want to do this year to be more sustainable. So here it is:
- - To remove makeup, I don’t use cotton pads or any single use items beside non-plastic qtips. I either wash my face in the shower, or qtips are enough. If I’m removing heavy makeup, I use a set of washable cloth pads. Pro: minimal waste with very little impact on life quality. 100%
- - This year I’d like to buy more rechargeable and/or zero waste products such as solid soap/shampoo, or rechargeable dish soap. I know a store where I can recharge easily, I hope I try it. Con: (for hair products) trying different brands/types might be costly/inconvenient at first
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View full threadAlso if you want it to smell good (I personally would rather wear perfume) you can add some essential oil drops. Popular choice is lavender or rose, I’m not sure about other. other slight con, sometimes the sweat stains on my shirt leave some white marks, but they disappear after washing
- There’s a weird balance im trying to find between allowing myself to exist and protecting Earth. Im so overly conscious of what my every daily actions are part of (over fishing, deforestation, waste, water use, pollution, animal cruelty, modern slavery). But everyone is living and I have to live too
- This year I’d like to make progress on my sustainability. But my biggest enemy is dispiritedness. No one cares enough
- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverFem Hua Cheng should also be a creature. She deserves it
- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverInventor Hua Cheng making new wings for fallen fairy prince Xie Lian ✨🔨🌸 Merry Christmas @yabancreations.bsky.social 🎄🎉 #TGCF #天官赐福 #Hualian #XieLian #HuaCheng #PuqiSecretSanta25
- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haver#PuqiSecretSanta25 for edee 💞 A cute AU where Xie Lian saves a fox spirit Hong-er! I hope you like it #TGCF #天官赐福 #Hualian #art
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- sometimes i think extremely niche identity labels are futile and silly but but other times like right now i think "WAIT THERE’S A WORD FOR IT?" lgbtqia.wiki/wiki/Multino...
- it will be virtually useless to me like im not gonna go around saying i identify as multinominal but it feels nice knowing there are enough people who are like this too that they invented a word for it
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- Im a writer obsessed with finding non verbal ways to communicate. I hate having to use words. Peculiar
- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverplease consider helping me i got fucked up by a huge bill that wasnt monthly and instead they chaeged ONE ANNUALLY a RG h please comm me OTL
- ive stopped using social media and I feel awesome. Thinking of deleting bluesky off my phone too . Goodbye Strangers in my phone. Talk to me through email or dont talk to me
- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverI think most artists hit a point where they’re like, well if I can’t be the best artist, I shall be the most ME artist.
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- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverspooky hualian for halloween! ft. wraith bats
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- this is the way i think about beefleaf basically
- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverArt from April 😇 #hualesbians
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- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverxie lian who knows the thing that makes hua cheng feel the best is taking care of /him/ so on rough days he just tucks himself into hua cheng's hands and makes himself cuddly and easy to take care of
- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling havermy fave thing ever is probably hua cheng receiving comfort from xie lian but thinkin: abt hc self-comforting WITH xie lian. xl letting hua cheng just lay in bed and hold him like a comfort toy. hua cheng stroking xie lian's hair while he closes his eye to make his aching head calm a little
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- I was chilling and just read the worst headcanon I’ve ever seen. I want to delete every social media app on my phone. What was that
- I blocked the person and I won’t say what it was but it pissed me off so bad I had to make a tweet
- ….this government……
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- Lately, Ive been feeling selfconscious of my laugh and I hate it soo much. When I was depressed and gradually started laughing again I made a promise to myself I would never apologize or feel bad for laughing loudly or unelegantly. Yet now for some reason my anxiety has been targeting it!!!
- For a while actually, maybe like a year. But it happened again today. I feel like when I laugh people think "wah, they’re so loud, tone it down." or "what was that laugh?" And it’s like, no they probably don’t think that, and if they do Idrc, this is parasite noise, but it’s still noise that I hear
- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haver[ nsfw: lemon, omegaverse, age gap, toys, knotting aids, long knot hc au ] further thinking on this, i think hc being 20 and having knots that take a half hour or longer to go down makes him self concious, especially since he thinks that this being such a New relationship shouldn't they be? going +
- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverno thoughts i just want hualian to smooch mwah mwah
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- What job are people doing that they have time to read/write yaoi on company time?? 😭😭
- lrt sometimes i see people say they don’t know what to comment on fics so they don’t leave any, but a very simple "loved this!" goes SUCH a long way!!!!
- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverI’m a PASSIONATE fanfic commenter, but sometimes it slows me down because I feel like I need to leave long notes. But, as an author, I know even a short comment matters. So I made a guide to make it easier. Hopefully this helps someone else too! #fanfiction #fanfic #leaveacomment #harrypotterfanfic
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- Reposted by professional Weird Feeling haverHappy mid autumn festival. I was not having a good drawing day but I got mooncakes from my friend and thought I should draw hualian. Not entirely happy with it but this is all I got #tgcf #midautumnfestival #hualian
- hua cheng
- These days I feel like my spirit is dead and has been for a long time but I’m only realizing now and I’m just thinking what’s the point of living if I’m dead deep down and can’t truly enjoy things or be enjoyed
- I feel like I’m no one, I’m just collecting and copying things to look like a real person
- Me in my head: hey coworker, come with me, I’m driving you home, i wanna resume our earlier convo!! :))) I like talking with you you’re cool Me in reality: hey coworker, do you want me to drive you home?:) coworker: ohhh mmmm no dw ill take the bus but ty! me: oh okay, sure :)
