I've been kinda numb today, in no small part because of the E-files revelations that this whole trans genocide was so that the friends of some billionaires were chasers. I... I wrote about this for my scholarly book. I put so much effort into showing it. I get how Sexton feels. Fucking fuck.

Like, this stuff was the backbone of my big talk at C's last year. I couldn't prove deep links to the richy riches back then, but like It's all just... there. Right there, in the emails. They planned media waves and strategies to manufacture all this. stainedglasswoman.substack.com/p/stained-gl...

I feel like I should feel vindicated or something but I just feel, I dunno, like... I spent so much time showing that this was all manufactured bullshit. That it was the product of white supremacists, though I'll definitely cop to the fact that I hadn't guessed it was about pedophilia too.

They're all just a bunch of chasers and wanted to sex traffic trans women. Like that's the whole story. That's it. That's all of it. Pages and pages of my scholarly book just get deleted now because they're irrelevant. I don't have to prove or explain anything anymore. It's all just... there.

It's all just *so* fucking stupid. It's all dumber than I thought. It's so much fucking dumber. My argument was about political maneuvering and white supremacy and trans women being a massive negation to the cisheteropatriarchal caste system and that's all true but they're just chasers. That's it.